The past you cannot forget or undo,
The future is all we can look forward too.
I wish I could have been there by your side...
For all the times you've wept and cried.
Know from my heart, what I say is true...
That I hurt for the pain you have been through.
Never alone shall you be,
Someday, freedom you will see
May your hopes and dreams come true,
No matter where you are, I'll always be here for you.

x

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Funny how I tell people I'm okay.
Funny how they think I'm okay.
Funny how they think i lead a worry-free life.
Funny how I know i don't lead a worry-free life.
Yet, i pretend to be happy. I pretend so much.
In the end, I've only me to rely on.
Only me who can shoulder all my burdens.

Friends?
Yeah, they're here for me. For now.
But, for forever? Of course not.

Like Caro said,
Life was never meant to be easy.

Now i know.

FML.

Crying isn't crying until it's messy.
Crying is the only advantage girls have over boys.
Crying, crying, crying..... It heals the soul.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart-pain. I hate love.

(I guess no one actually bothers visiting my blog anymore, so yes, quoting/rambling is my fav pastime)

The past few weeks have been a roller coaster ride,
full of ups and downs, joys and sorrows.
In the end, i've my friends to thank for,
for staying by my side through all,
the love they've showered upon me.
Because without them, I'll be nothing.
They are a near reflection of myself
& all things come in threes right?
Friends, Dreams, Memories.

"We cannot tell the exact moment a friendship is formed; as in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last one which makes it run over, so in a series of kindnesses, there is at last one that makes the heart run over."


Love you, 3D + all the others. Forever and always <3